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[Filtered to {Private to the people I talk to and now to Lucas too}]
Since trying to ask my friends and family which picture they would like the most was a bust, I guess I hadn't been clear in my intentions. I just wanted genuine critique's and/or advice without having to give too much away as to why, intitially. People I grew up with and my family picked different ones and accidently I left the filter off and my reasons for asking for help where misconstrued, as was my intention of keeping it to just a few people. I am going to pick which one I feel is the best. Since, I can only afford one print in a frame, because WOW, this is expensive. I only get to have these guys on a disc. It is kind of hard to do, because I don't know what is the best representation of me, the sexiet, the least trashy. I just thought people could help narrow it down. Not that I am ashamed of these in the least, I am proud of them and me. The lady who took them wanted to have them sent to some magazine, I told her no thank you. So, I am just going to remove all the filters and let the people I talk to regularly see them again. Since, I accidently let them be seen that way from the beginning. Sorry about that. =) This is going to be rough. I also had wanted to keep Lucas out of the loop until I could choose, but this way is better. I get to choose. No one knows me better then myself and with time, Lucas, my love, so will you! I hope you enjoy these? I love you.

Okay, for our engagement...I had some pictures taken to give to Lucas. They were professionally done. My hair is a little different.

(OOC, please imagine it to still be the slight medium auburn color.)

Please, tell me what you think? I am kind of nervous. I have done this on a smaller scale and by myself, but I wanted to do something fun and sexy for him.




Date: 2009-03-13 06:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] charlie_todd.insanejournal.com

I'm sure that Lucas will love them.

Date: 2009-03-13 06:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
(Blush) Thank you, Charlie. I am kind of freaked that I actually did this. I am thinking that may be just the first one? (Worries on lower lip)

Date: 2009-03-14 03:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] charlie_todd.insanejournal.com
I think he should like all of them.

Date: 2009-03-14 04:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
Yeah? You really think so?

Date: 2009-03-14 08:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] avalonstreet.insanejournal.com
Um, yeah, go for it.

But if you're not nervous about showing these to all the guys here on the comm, how come you're nervous about showing them to Lucas?

Date: 2009-03-14 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
Not nervous about showing them to him or anyone. I am nervous if he will like them.

Date: 2009-03-14 08:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] avalonstreet.insanejournal.com
Well, he's a guy. And he's marrying you, so I'm pretty sure he likes how you look naked or nearly naked. So, yeah, he'll like em.

Date: 2009-03-14 08:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
Still, I don't know. Just because he is a guy, doesn't mean he will like them. I've only done something like this ever, once and they were on my own. I can't make my hair and make up look that glamourous. I think that is what is worrying me. This is more, professional. I don't know if they come across as cheap? I guess I am asking. It's nothing too risque, and I felt good doing them, but I can't tell if he will like them as a good representation of me or something that isn't me, does that make sense?

Date: 2009-03-14 08:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] avalonstreet.insanejournal.com
Er, no not really... Guess the posting to all the flist is kinda confusing me, no one else here knows the whole you except Lucas, no one will be able to know if they're a good representation of you or not...

They don't look cheap. I'm sure Lucas will love them.

Date: 2009-03-14 09:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
They don't need to, I am usually the hippie type. I guess with me, I can kind of get a rough idea of what people would be more comfortable with by how they answer things, how they dress, talk...nothing huge. And I didn't post it to the whole flist. Just the few friends I have here. You, Charlie, Peter, Rose, people I talk to. I don't know anyone else. I am glad they don't look cheap. I told the girl what I wanted. She wanted to submit them to some magazine. I guess, looking at them, they seem like some other girl to me.

Date: 2009-03-14 09:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] avalonstreet.insanejournal.com
But not what they're like in the bedroom. That's a really private part of who most people are, not something you can tell straight off. Not something I want to know about everyone, either. *shrugs*

I mean, I have my icons, carefully cropped pics of me, but I don't care who sees 'em. You seem to be worried about the reaction of the one person who presumeably has seen this before...

Just the few friends I have here. You, Charlie, Peter, Rose, people I talk to.

And Danny and Tom and Matt, and Derek and Buffy and Willow and Brooke and... that's a lot of people to see it before your fiancee, no?

Date: 2009-03-14 09:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
No, only the people I talk to, it isn't open to the whole comm. (Sorry it was not more clear.)

That isn't what I am worried about. I guess you wouldn't understand. I also asked Magenta and Warren. Warren thinks that the one with the shorts is a nicer pic. It is more me. Magenta think the black top is a nicer pic, more sexy, then again, Magenta loves black and purple. My mom likes the shorts and the lacy top the best, but I want to give him one special picture, in its own frame. He can see them all. I was just looking for opinions. If I was afraid to show him, I wouldn't be marrying him, having ex with him or any of that.

I am not ashamed to show these to Lucas, not one bit. However, the whole sexual world is new to me and where I fit into it. I just wanted to see what my friends thought before I chose a pic to give to him.

Date: 2009-03-14 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
Thanks for your help hon. I am going to pick the one. Lucas can just enjoy the rest on the disc.

Date: 2009-03-15 04:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] malbie.insanejournal.com
Well those are revealling...

Date: 2009-03-15 04:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
And a bikini shows just as much. I am proud of who I am and my body. (Shrug)

Date: 2009-03-15 05:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] malbie.insanejournal.com
And you should be.

I just know that when a friend of mine was considering doing a spread for a lads magazine. She was wanting to do so for the wrong reasons.

As long as you're doing them for the right ones. More power to you.

Date: 2009-03-15 05:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
For that you get a brilliant smile and a peck on the cheek. Thank you, for understanding. I feel empowered. It is just so hard to pick the most perfect one out of the three to give to him. If I had the money, I would buy them all.

Date: 2009-03-17 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lucas_scott22.insanejournal.com
Wow, they are..... amazing. You look incredible.

Date: 2009-03-17 05:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
Thank you so much. I have to try and pick one of them. It is a lot harder then I thought it might be.

Date: 2009-03-17 05:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
Uh, yeah, that would be wonderful.

Date: 2009-03-17 06:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lucas_scott22.insanejournal.com
I really like the one with the black top. It's very sexy.

Date: 2009-03-18 12:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
There are two with a black top. The lacy one or the tied one?

Date: 2009-03-18 01:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lucas_scott22.insanejournal.com
The tied one. It's really sexy and I love it.

Date: 2009-03-18 04:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
You don't need to thank me.

Date: 2009-03-18 01:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hippie_sidekick.insanejournal.com
I guess I will figure it out then. Thanks.
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